JacquiLee aka Jacqui aka JacCat ~ Pawprints and Purrs, Inc.

July, 1995 - September 17, 2002

"But now, alas! the place seems changed;
Thou art no longer here:
Part of the sunshine of the scene
With thee did disappear."
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow - A Gleam of Sunshine

The sudden illness and the following shock of losing Spook in May, 2000 was devastating. I was plagued with constant thoughts of "Why didn't I rush her to the vet sooner?" And in the back of my mind, I worried about Cuddles' failing health. How I missed Spook's non-stop little mouth and insistent kneading!

An online acquaintance, Jacqui, called in late June letting me know about a little female black cat at a PetsMart store in her area. She and her husband, Lee, had visited the store in search of adopting another tabby. We kept thinking about this cat, wondering if her color would be a strike against her finding a new home. With each phone call and email, Jacqui and I discussed the plight of this little black cat who had been named "Missy" by the local Humane Society.

Missy had been dumped on the Society's doorstep. They had enrolled Missy in PetsMart's Luv-a-Pet program. The good thing about the program is, she would never be euthanized. However, she would be forced to live in a cage until adopted.

For the next two weeks, Jacqui would tell me that Missy was still there in that tiny cage, still waiting for her forever home. My heart would break with each conversation as I cried over the phone hoping Missy wouldn't be there the next time they went back, but yet there she'd be ... still waiting. Finally, they said they would seriously consider adopting her. I couldn't help but sigh a huge sigh of relief. I truly thought Missy would be loved dearly in their home.

But ... meanwhile, during the first week of July, Jacqui went back to the PetsMart and found out that Missy had been there since April 11th. Apparently, someone just dumped her out at the Frederick County HS. They knew nothing about her, not even her age. When she stopped to talk with Missy, the poor little girl wouldn't even look up at Jacqui. She tried to tempt Missy with the feather toy they keep in there, but she didn't even move. She was deeply depressed and feeling badly.

Jacqui talked it over with Lee that day. The shelter said since Missy had a severe respiratory infection and one of their cats has severe asthma, poor Missy would have to be quarantined in their home for several weeks. It would not be fair to Missy to bring her into that type of situation, no matter how deeply they wanted to bring her out of that horrible environment.

No cat will ever replace our precious Spook, but I felt like it was time to offer our home to another little black cat. I told Jacqui as soon as Craig got home I'd talk it over with him. The following week he would be on vacation, so if he was in agreement, I would call her back to let her know we'd mutually agreed in Missy's adoption. Though we both were crying as we hung up, we both felt better and hoped Missy would still be there the following day, Saturday, for Jacqui to start the adoption process.

Needless to say, Craig was game. There is no greater animal lover than my Craig. He was worried about Missy, too, once he'd heard her story in full. And so, we planned our 1,600 mile trek (one way) to adopt an unwanted, unloved little black girl cat.

That Sunday it was after midnight before we left the Shreveport area, headed east for the Mississippi state line. Because of Cudz' extremely poor health and need for daily medication, she traveled with us. With every mile, we kept discussing this little cat and tossing about names we both liked but hoped would suit Missy. We knew for a fact we wouldn't keep the name Missy since there is only one little Missy in our lives. All the way across Louisiana and Mississippi, we still hadn't found that perfect name. Just as we approached our exit to head north about half-way through Alabama, it came to me - why not name her after Jacqui and Lee? Would they be offended or honored? Oh, but the name JacquiLee sounded so right to both of us, for we both loved the name. How we hoped our dear friends would be in agreement!

Nineteen plus hours later, we pulled up in front of Jacqui's Maryland home. I could barely contain myself. I could hardly get through hellos. I wanted to see JacquiLee.

As we went up the stairs, they began telling us of the pathetic sight that met them when JacquiLee was picked up. She had a horrible, horrible upper respiratory infection as Jacqui had mentioned. When the adoption papers were drawn up, the records showed that she'd been up for adoption for over 5 months with another group and one month with the current group before that little girl was ever spayed! We were absolutely astounded that any Humane Society would permit this. Furthermore, she was in such bad shape back in April, that the first vet who examined her believed she was 11 years old. As soon as she had finalized the paperwork for us the day before, she had taken JacquiLee to her own cats' vet for a thorough examination. JacquiLee was thought to be around 4 - 5 years old. She was given an antibiotic injection, eye drops for the URI, and drops for a bad case of ear mites.

We entered her room and there she was - our small, beautiful, sleek and shiny Spook staring back at us. The strong, strong resemblance was a shock, though so very comforting at the same time. She seemed very friendly, but didn't want to be held or touched. We talked softly with her and tossed around her toys for a few minutes getting to know her. What a charming, sweet little cat she was. How our hearts ached to know that this loving cat had been passed over for adoption time and time again. We worried about Cuddles being constantly with her because of the URI, but it was a risk we felt we had to take. No need to worry, however, for Cudz never contracted any sort of URI from JacquiLee.

She traveled home to Louisiana beautifully with Cuddles. Dr. Steve agreed that she was around five years old. We continued the medications for weeks on end, she was tested for various infectious cat diseases, and went through the series of kitten shot vaccinations to make sure she was protected from those deadly diseases. She had only received her rabies in Maryland.

She fit right in with the other Kiddens. It was as though she'd always been a member of our household - quiet and reserved, dignified, and eternally patient. When we brought in the four little feral kittens of feral mom Boopsie, JacquiLee immediately adopted them. All the vets she'd seen were sure she'd had numerous litters when they had examined her. She groomed, disciplined, and slept with them. She grieved for Smut when he came up missing. She loved and cared for those four as though they were her own kittens.

When we lost Cuddles to renal failure in August of that year, JacquiLee seemed disoriented for several days, though it was our then 15 year old Dani who truly showed signs of depression and deep grief for weeks on end. But we believe that the little kittens helped JacquiLee to not grieve deeply. Since Cudz was the first of the cats she was around, she and Cuddles had gotten along very well and formed a bond by sharing resting places during the day.

Craig and I felt so good to provide a loving home for this little black cat who so desperately needed one. Losing both Spook and Cuddles so close together had broken our hearts. We needed JacquiLee as much as she needed us. She was truly a joy to be around.

Less than eight months after we brought JacquiLee home, the humane society where she originally came from - the same people who did NOT spay her or treat her chronic case of URI before handing her over to PetsMart - had their doors permenantly shut due to their treatment of animals and improper bookkeeping. Craig and I are elated. Never again will that organization neglect and abuse another animal in its care.

Just this past spring, JacquiLee was finally letting us scritch and rub her ears. The dreadful ear mite case must have left deep rooted memories of pain if her ears were touched. She loved to lay on the back of the sofa when I read or watched TV. This past month she would spend hours at my feet while I was on the computer. She loved the petting and loving, but didn't like to be picked up, held, or handled for long.

In July she had her annual checkup with Dr. Steve. Her physical exam and bloodwork showed a wonderfully healthy cat. She was still at her nine pound weight at time of adoption two years previously. July is the month we adopted her and also chose for her birthday, so she celebrated her seventh in excellent health.

In early August my mother had another heart surgery, my grandmother fell for the second time, and our precious Dani took a turn for the worse. For three weeks we worried that she wouldn't make it another day. In the midst of this, we noticed JacquiLee making wheezing noises, hunching her shoulders up as she tried to inhale and exhale. I brought JacquiLee in to Dr. Steve for a barrage of tests and complete bloodwork. Her WBC had skyrocketed causing the pathologist to diagnose inconclusive FIA; her weight had dropped to 7 pounds, four ounces. However, Dr. Steve was more worried about the possibility of asthma or bacterial infection, perhaps even a fungal infection and began treating her with cortisones and B-12 injections. He sent home several different drugs in liquid and, later, in pill form. Though she became better the first week, she began to wheeze even more than before during the second. He had us start her on 5mg of Preds daily last Thursday in hopes of shrinking the inflammed air passages to enable her to breathe more comfortably.

Monday I rushed her to him before the clinic was opened, frantically ringing the back doorbell. He answered the door and hurriedly ushered me into an exam room. I told him we'd found a lump in the front of her throat over the weekend, a lump that wasn't there when he'd done xrays and the other tests. I'd stopped the Baytril Friday night and the Pred Sunday because she was having such a horrible difficulty in swallowing. He immediately sent us to Dr. Nancy Treadway, a veterinary internal medicine specialist.

She went in for a punch of the mass that was pressing against the larynx, telling me that she had her suspicions of cancer but wouldn't voice an opinion until the 24 hour pathology lab had reviewed the cells. JacquiLee stayed under oxygen therapy for nearly six hours and was able to breathe much, much better. She'd weighed in at 7 pounds, 2 ounces. I brought her home for the night and took her back yesterday morning.

At noon Dr. Treadway's staff called telling me that the pathology lab was behind and to come get JacquiLee for another night. My heart filled with dread because JacquiLee had managed to swallow only a half teaspoon of food in our care and her breathing was terribly, terribly more labored than ever at the clinic, even with oxygen therapy. When I arrived at the clinic, Dr. Treadway was on the phone in another room, speaking in a raised, angry voice. Ten minutes later I heard the fax machine going. The despair rose from deep inside me. Moments later Dr. Treadway entered my room to tell me she'd just received the report.

It was definitely cancer. The mass was rapidly spreading and was so aggressive that the lab couldn't even determine the type of cancer. Only by the class of cells were they able to know that it was horribly aggressive, incurable and inoperable.

At 2:45 yesterday afternoon, I helped JacquiLee leave this terrible world for animals for a better life at the Bridge, stroking and talking to her until the last beat of her little heart. She's in a better life filled with wholesome fresh air and happiness for cats. Cuddles and she are united once more.

I picked up her ashes this morning, September 18th. She lives on in our hearts and minds forever.

Our dearest little JacCat, we miss you so very much. Your little Toffee is searching and crying for you - you've left broken hearts in your cat family, Daddy Craig, and me, but there's no way we would trade these 26 months of joy and sunshine that you brought us. We're counting the days until you lead us over the Bridge to join you and our beloved Rainbow Bridge Doggers and Kiddens...

JacquiLee's story is also listed on the Tribute to AngelKitties site. She's the first cat listed on the page.

IMPORTANT: The time frame of six to eight weeks before Halloween each year is extremely dangerous for all animals, but especially so for cats ... even more frighteningly dangerous should your cat be black. Please, PLEASE take those few moments each day taking additional precautions to make sure your cat(s) or other pet(s) is/are safe during this holiday season. Follow and promote safety precautions for animals, especially black cats, during the Halloween season and throughout the year. JacquiLee is proud to be part of the educating team for The Remember Ninja Project: